MISERABLE !!!!!

I’m currently 9 months pregnant with my third (for a small disclaimer I never carry well) I have a big issue with my cervix that it doesn’t let the babies go properly my oldest had to get vacuumed out my youngest I was induced and was in labor for 22 hours with her due to the same issues I’m supposed to get induced next Thursday but my body has been trying to go own its own I was recently swept on the 18th I started contracting real bad I’ve been peeing constantly I’ve been seeing signs that my water may break any day now and then nothing happens my Dr keeps saying I’m gonna go into labor before my induction date but I don’t see that happening I have another appointment on Monday to check my cervix again I’m already 2 1/2 cm dilated but I feel that more has happened since then with all that I’ve been experiencing I just don’t wanna keep going to labor and delivery for them to keep sending me home I have a ball I’ve been bouncing on since she scrapped me and when I do that I feel so much pressure I’m trying to walk more I mean what else can I do to try to get her out I’m in so much and discomfort at this point and I’m just over it