It's been a long 3 years and honestly we are not there yet however...since Oct of 2013 we have had 3 miscarriags, two at around 5 weeks and one around 9 weeks after we saw/heard the heart beat 3 weeks earlier (but they believe the baby died around 6 weeks). Throughout this journey my husband and I have had to rely on each other and God. We have put our trust in Him and acknowledge that He is in control and as much as we want a baby do not want a blessing if it is not His timing. It has not been easy. As much faith we have, it's still very difficult and we asked the question "why us" many times, but all the while giving our pain and disappointment over to Him every time. I took a test Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> morning that had two lines indicating I was pregnant. (I didn't have a reason really to take the test except I was curious. The month before we had miscarried and truly I was thinking maybe I hadn't misscarried even though the urine tests came back negative since I only bled for 2 days with minimal cramps.) Unknown to me, my husband had read a devotional the day before about waiting on God's promises(which he shared with me later that evening). I ran to the store to get a digital test to tell me how far along I was and it said 2 to 3 weeks(since ovulation). I'm thankful it was a time where I couldn't call or get in to see the doctor for 4 days because it gave us a chance to completely rely on God and know that if something bad was going to happen we had no control over it. Monday I took another digital test that indicated 2 to 3 weeks and my blood work showed my hsg levels at 678, and my progesterone at 21. (they were concerned this may have been an issue with my previous misscarriages). I went again on Wed for another hsg test but won't get results until Monday which again is a little scary but helping us to rely fully on God. We realize that this pregnancy could go the same way as the others but we are thankful for the opportunity to take care of His little one for a bit of time here on this earth and am trusting in Our Lord for strength no matter what comes.We have an ultrasound a week from tomorrow. Please pray along side us that all goes well until then and on that day.