Found bfs pocket pussy on accident

So basically I went to the bathroom to find a certain hair brush under the sink because I wanted to do my hair and while I was looking I found a pocket pussy that he clearly uses and I just sat there on the floorand stared at it not knowing how to feel because he makes it a very big deal that I said I wanted the rose toy and he told me no and that he doesn’t even like me using a bullet vibrator when we fuck and that I especially can’t have a dildo but I don’t find right that I can’t have something but he can have an entire fake vagina/mouth (it’s double sided) idk how to feel I just kinda feel numb and want to avoid him all together right now I left the house before he got home from work and have been driving around to clear my mind and I really don’t want to go back because I don’t want to deal with the situation I can’t hide my emotions and he will know something is wrong and I haven’t brought it up with him he don’t know that I found it.