So I’m a little over 12 weeks pregnant with my 3rd baby. Me and the father have not had a good relationship for quite a while and this pregnancy was not planned. Due to the bad relationship he has told me he doesn’t wanna be in the delivery room. I’m completely fine with that but the problem is there is absolutely nobody else that I am comfortable with being seen like that around so at this point my only option is to do the delivery and hospital stay by myself. While I’m also okay with doing it by myself I just know that I’m going to be lonely in a time that I’m supposed to be happy. I don’t have a car, a job, or anywhere else to go so I’m stuck living with him although he’s rarely here so we rarely see each other