Sooo… i hope this doesn’t sound weird.. and please try to be understanding.. no rude comments PLEASE

me and my bf rarelyyyy have sex😔. I LOVE sex.. but this month we only had sex 3 times.. out of the entire month. I can remember there being times where i almost begged him if we could cuz we hadn’t in over a month.. i’m the first white girl he has dated in all of his 31 years of living🥴 and i’ve seen how he is in his past relationships… and i just feel like he isn’t in it with me like that.. and he says it’s just cuz he has a different outlook on relationships now… but i don’t even feel connected to him. I don’t feel like we are affectionate… we’ve been together for almost 2 years with complications in between (such as cheating and just sketchy situations) advice please 😞😞😞😞