I can’t sit through another minute of that class.

I had an abortion a couple months ago. It has been extremely difficult. I can’t begin describe the pain i feel mentally. Im still in high school and am taking a biology course. We’re on our last unit and it’s the reproductive system, as well as fetal development. I had a really hard time sitting through class today. I nearly broke down in tears not only because of the material i’m learning but because of the questions people are asking. Im intensely sensitive at this time and don’t know if i can sit through another minute in that class. I just sat there in shame and deep guilt wishing i never did what i did. Which is how i already feel 24 hours of each day but learning about it more profoundly is sparking new reasons about why i should regret what i decided to do. I truly believe that attending class is making me feel worse. I feel like it is too fresh. I don’t know how to go about this. What should i do?