Out for 2016

I'm out for 2016, possibly permanently. I miscarried my first and only pregnancy several years ago after ttc for 5 3/4 years. I have struggled with pcos and insulin resistance knowingly for the last 10 years. I was diagnosed at 20 but doc says I've had it since I was a kid after he went through my records. I'm tired of getting no where with all these docs, meds, tests, and scans. I'm tired of the anger, frustration, and disappointment when AF shows and bfn after bfn after bfn. It sucks, the whole thing extremely sucks. The decision to stop ttc was really hard and a decision I didn't want to make. Anyone else in the same boat?

Addition: I forgot to say that we started ttc in fall 2006. I had hoped to give my grandparents great grandchildren before they passed; I have one surviving grandparent and I don't think she'll be here much longer.