I think I’m pregnant

Missed my period and still not sign of the other and it’s been about 34 days since my missed period and 9 weeks since the start of my last period. I’m too afraid to take a pregnancy test but I will muster up the courage today I guess some stupid part of me thought it would magically appear. Just scared and feel like sobbing. I thought I did everything right, I used protection and was careful but now I’m here and I have no one to tell.