For the past several months I've had somewhat of a period only two days each month it is very light and kind of brown my appetite has changed my breasts are more sore than usual I'm experiencing some weight loss but I took a test 2 months ago and it said it was negative I know it's easier said than done to stop thinking that I'm pregnant each month when I'm not I'm kind of afraid to take a test cuz if it's negative I know I'm going to be upset and if it's positive I'm going to be filled with overjoy worry and a lot of other emotions I already have three little ones in heaven it seems like only when my mind and my body equal together to do the baby dance is near my ovulation week well in it I'm just looking for some words and encouragement and to know that I'm not going crazy