I want to be loved by my parents.

My whole life I did everything my parents wanted me to do. Had straight As, went to highschool they wanted me to, went to university they liked, switched my majors to continue family bussiness... but my life is still hell with them. My younger brother (14) hits me and I get yelled at still. My mum actively tells me she wants me to find another job (which I cant because I have useless degrees now because of her). Dad likes to point out no one will ever love me. Just now she got a new girl for an intreview that is supposed to replace me. I wished my mum spoke to and about me like that. I wish she spoke to me like to others. She hugs her coworkers but never me. She said she wants to celebrate one coworkers bday and how she is the most important worker to her yet i havent gotten a cake or a gift for my bday almost 7 months ago... im a grown up. I shouldnt be hurt by this. But i am. Ill just never be good enough.