Becoming anxious.!😩

Daniela • 💙DJP 11.21.17 💝 FP 12.06.19 💙 BP 2.02.22
I don't know if I should be happy or sad at this point... After my miscarriage back in August, my husband and I have been trying again.. My last period was back in Nov 12.. AF was suppose to be here Dec 16 and never showed up.. I've taken various PT and they are all bfn.. Should I wait more? I'm confused idk what's going on.. Am I? Am I not? Helppppp 😩😢