Sick of seeing ppl have their babies I’ll be 33 weeks Sunday and I still have a ways to go I start a new job Monday 14th and start online classes for my masters on the 21st I pray all this works me trying to raise a baby a new Job and school ugh 😩. I need him to stay in but I also need him out. I see ppl having their babies early and I know that’s not always good but kinda wish he would come early so I can know what I’m dealing with the anticipation is killing me I need this part of my life to pass by this pregnancy stage. He will be first an only child. And I haven’t had a bad experience but me not having no family and having to figure out everything on my own no help really I’m use to doing everything on my own when I want no problems his dad is around ready to help but I don’t depend on no one I am always thinking of a way so I won’t have to rely on people because u never know. Just ready to start this experience with him.