thoughts?..please

my partner and i have been together for 3.5 years since we were 14-15 and now we are 17-18. i know as bad as it sounds but we both lost our virginity to each other during the first year, so quite young and cause it’s new, young and dumb etc. we used to be really into sex but nowadays he says he wants sex but his actions don’t match. we recently tried it raw for the first time since we have always used a condom (don’t worry not pregnant or anything) and he claims now that the condom feels like it is ‘strangling’ his penis and doesn’t like the feel and cannot get into sex. although previously before we tried without a condom, he seemed to have no interest. he doesn’t seem to be sexually attracted to me, he rarely touches me, won’t engage in more then almost 3 kisses, but if i use a vibrator he will masturbate to me using it no worries and cum quite quickly and he is more then happy to receive a blowjob and cum quite quickly from that too. i’m not sure how i feel about it, it makes me feel ugly? like not enough etc. maybe i’m over exaggerating and it’s nothing. i’m just curious for others opinions to give me some perspective. please help🥲

p.s. he used to have a porn addiction before our relationship like fresh adolescent, so maybe because of that he isn’t as interested anymore, he doesn’t watch porn anymore or look at any girls.

besides our sex life, he is an amazing partner and treats me perfectly and is the sweetest but yeah