Scared 😞

Long story short.. I finally found out I was pregnant again after I miscarried last year. It is our first baby and I had a silent miscarriage anywhere from 5-7 weeks last time. According to my last period, the nurse I spoke to says I should be about 5.5 weeks at this point. I was very bloated, boobs were sore, I was extra tired/hungry, etc. when I first found out a week or 2 ago but for the past few days I’ve just felt “normal.” My symptoms aren’t really there anymore, and last year when I was pregnant I was nauseous around this same time which hasn’t occurred this time around.

I’m so scared of the same outcome, but I have to wait a few more weeks until my 8 week ultrasound for any definitive answers. Has this happened to anyone else? It’s so hard to stay positive and be happy when I’m so worried the same outcome will happen this time around 😔 I honestly just keep forgetting I’m supposedly pregnant because I feel so normal all of a sudden, which is scaring me.