Trigger warning!

About 4 years ago I lost a very close relative to cancer, she passed exactly 10 days after I had my baby. And her birthday is in November, I am due to have my last baby in November.

I just find it coincidental

I bought my son into this world 10 days before her passing.

My second child is a cancer

And my last baby is due on her birthday.

I keep trying to explain this to my fiancé but it just sounds crazy I know, but it brings me a sense of peace because she’s obviously sending signs her spirit never left. I’ve been struggling with her death since the day I got the news & I’m still not 100% but grief is so complex. I hope this makes sense I just needed a space to get this off my chest.