That feeling when you throw up Zofran

🥲 feeling defeated. Threw up 2 times today and was feeling miserable, so I decided to take Zofran (I try to not take it often because of risks) but ended up throwing even that up too, making it 3.. I just want to feel like myself again. I want to be able to eat and enjoy what I’m eating. I hate fighting to keep food down or fighting to even be able to THINK about what I’m going to eat. All of the things I used to enjoy eating, I hate now. I don’t even have any fun cravings- I feel aversions to literally everything. I’m nauseous 90% of the time. I love my baby boy so much and I know it’s not his fault. I’m just sad