I am/was about 6.3 weeks Pregnant and yesterday morning, I woke up to very light tainted discharge. I could smell the blood and iron and knew full on bleeding would ensue.

The bleeding tapered off and I was left with a little hope. This morning, as I stood up, I felt more of a gush and knew something was wrong, yet again.

I laid in bed and felt, what could only be described as, awful terrible period pains from hell coming in waves. I clutched my tummy knowing that this could never be a good sign. The baby can't survive this pain. And neither can I! I might pass out.

I decided to get into the shower and sit on the floor and sobbed while I awaited this baby to pass out. Tiny little 1mm blood clots left me and then one large "clot" (?) made its way out into my palm.

I scooped it in and studied it. What is it? Is it the baby? I see the grey matter akin to miscarriages and started crying uncontrollably.

Is it my baby?