Me (23) and my husband (28) have been separated for about a year now. Today he came over to talk bc apperantly he knows I’m seeing somebody but wants to get back together, he does have some anger issues especially right now because he’s trying to stop smoking. Anyway all that happened was arguing and then when I start telling him to just leave he lifted me up and i got scared (cause he does have a history of pinching, stomping on my toes, pushing me down) and he says “shut up I’m going to make love to you” and i repeatedly said no all the way to the bed and HE pulled my pants off after me saying I don’t want to and trying to put them back on. He just said things like

shut up, you don’t like that? Why? (And he was trying to leave me hickeys bc he knows I’m talking to someone new.) i was saying no the entire time I’m just confused because towards the end I started to give in and i did moan once or twice but i did put an end to it at the end and he said he knows I’m stronger than that so he knew I didn’t actually want him to stop.