I was assaulted earlier on this year. I have been experiencing memory loss and periods of fainting. I remember getting to this bench and sitting down and then nothing for 5 hours. I woke up with a black eye and grab/scratch marks over my body. I believe it was just touching as it was a public(ish) place, but im still really struggling. We have just found out we are pregnant and.my partner obviously wants to show his love and affection but im still struggling really bad and i blame myself for the assualt cause if i wasnt so messed up it wouldnt have happened.... any advice on how to move on?