I forgot my last paycheck of the year would be a 3 week gap until my next check. My 8yr old was home 2 weeks solid for winter break. As a result we went through way more groceries than usual.

Long story short.. I am so hungry. Currently 13w4d. I can't grocery shop until Friday because I get paid Thursday night. I have lost 6lbs in the last 4 days because I'm making sure my son eats enough each day. I'm down 23 lbs total so far this pregnancy.

My hubby isn't helping at all. He eats so much when everyone is asleep for the night. Hell he's even visibly gained weight. (At least 10-15lbs) this past month. He was mad I made him walk to a food pantry yesterday and get food. I would have gone, but it was over a 2 mile walk carrying heavy groceries back.

He ate every single quick good the pantry gave us yesterday (chips, soup, ramen, canned fruit). All we have left if a whole chicken from the pantry, rice, instant potatoes and 4 cans of tuna, 2 loaves of bread and a jar of peanut butter. How am I going to feed 3 people until friday on that? And my son is allergic to nuts so no peanut butter for him.

I am just so stressed today because of all of this. I feel weak and shaky. I have a headache that no amount of water is getting rid of.

I even reached out to my mom in desperation for food and was told " figure it out". I hate that I have zero supportive family and my husband has chosen to eithor not care or remain in a blissful state of obliviousness to our problems.

I feel so alone, tired and depressed. Being pregnant this time around is the most miserable experience.

I had more family and friends for support when I was 19 and single than I do now as a 28yr old married woman.

Ok sorry for ranting everyone just needed to share.