Am I finally becoming a mom?

Is this progressing well?

Can you tell I am excited? Or am I just a crazy person for testing so often? I have lost 5 pregnancies before so I am really hoping this pregnancy will lead to holding my first live child in June 2024. My previous one was a chemical and the lines did not progess as expected. This is starting the same way but I am hopeful, it feels right this time. I would love to connect with other women who are going through the same so we can support each other. I am not announcing it yet to anyone but am dying to share experiences without my surroundings knowing!