Recieved positive results..

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I feel so disgusting! I Just recieved a message from my doctor that i tested positive for hsv 2.. I Had an outbreak a year ago and visited the clinic. They couldnt test me at the time and told me it was most likely a reaction to something else. They lied to me! Im a little glad i got another outbreak now so i could go get tested at my doctors, to have a final answer on whether it is herpes or not and which type. Its such a let down, i dont know how am supposed to live with it. I cant believe there is no cure.. how am i supposed to tell new partners about it? How do i continue having a sex life? I wish there was more support for it in my country. I also know exactly who gave it to me, and i cant sue them. I wish i could get him back, but im not the type to hold grudges or get revenge. I hope karma kicks his ass.