I messed.up. im upset

recently ended things with my BD of 4yrs and I met a wonderful man who's a state away.

I told my bd plainly we were over, I told him I was seeing someone else, he didn't reach out for a month when he did I told him abt the new guy he said I was moving too fast. Ect. Made me feel bad. Wanted to see his daughter said he was sick that whole month. So I gave in. I initially told him not to spend the night. He said he missed his daughter. I only let him over bc of her. I told him to sleep on the couch... that doesn't happen. He started feeling on me ans I gave in.

I feel so bad bc I didn't want this to happen.

I see the new guy Friday. @Celestina.my tubes are gone. Do you think i should still see him?@W-I took my key back. I just feel bad bc im seeing new guy friday when i told bd he was upset but i wanted to give new guy a try.@momma. No i ended.things with my BD we were broken up for a complete month. I wanted to move but everythingi listed above happened. I hatw this happened. I DID NOT cheat on bd. I ended it with him and made it clear we werent together but he was persistentand i gave in..