I’ve been dealing with this boy and i finally can say i et him go, it’s been hard but i have to do what’s best for me. He had no respect for me , females felt comfortable talking about me because of him and he didn’t even defend me. He was constantly looking for other girl’s attention and then he calls me weird , insecure and a child for reacting . when she full blown disrespect. A girl and her friend literally tried to bully me coming at me saying he likes messing with females and I’m mad he doesn’t want me ( information from his own homegirl )and he reacted so calm in the situation that he just told his homegirl to not go to the other girl again with information . Two weeks after that he was still asking about the girl saying he wants to be toxic with her but he gonna leave her alone .I found out i had HPV it went away 6 months then year after that i found out i had chlamydia that was tested through my blood. when i ask him about it he played clueless like he didn’t remember as if the doctors were lying 🤢when i asked who he says it doesn’t matter and that he is sorry . What disgusts me the most is that he plays like he doesn’t remember who had sex with which is even worse… anyways i asked him does he have a memory and he said he does but then says he doesn’t know who ( literally playing mind games ) . I asked him to swore to his mother& sisters he didn’t do it instead he played reverse psychology saying “ All you want to do is argue” i believe it’s the same female that texted me because he was seeing her behind my back but claims they didn’t fuck but he would share stuff like “ i Iove baby mothers , this how baby mothers has sex when they kid free , when she finally let you fuck when her babydad leaves “ the girl does have a baby… i’m not thinking to much into it anymore I’ll let these females have him . i was so heartbroken i lost 20 pounds , don’t have a appetite, sleep all day he never cared . I even started looking at myself in the mirror trying to convince myself that i am pretty and it wasn’t working . I would never do that again. I’m learning to love myself way better