Hey I’m such a messs right now since July I’ve been a mess I had bladder infection in July then August I had such hard time with a hard stool to pass I developed an anal fissure then during the time

I had bladder infection I noticed those white head piss looking thing on my vagina opening was thinking maybe a small cyst like a bartholin gland thing I even went to a gyno and she said want sure but said it didn’t look like anything bad but if still there months after she will refer me to specialist so ya that’s what’s gunna happen cuz it’s still there it’s weird no bump doesn’t hurt it’s like a small white head you touch it remove the puss but comes back very small zit like but it’s there it’s weird hopping this is othing to worry about :( I’m also going to a specialist for my bum since I have history of fissures in a few weeks it’s like alot to deal with now I don’t deal with stress well I get emotional I get irritated super stressed and anxiety if off the roof I have so much to look forward too my lil ones bday , Christmas with the family and vacation after Christmas am I’m trying to be positive but having hard time with these upcoming appts I can’t help but stress and worry and I can’t look forward to all the upcoming fun events in a way it’s like ok I’ll finally see the specialist get answers but then it’s like what if there is something wrong I personally don’t know how long I have had this in my lady thing cu it’s not something I go lookin at to be honest :( praying all is okay and turns out to be nothing to worry about