Here to the crap show

Well my child’s father went today to get his half cow purchase. Obviously it’s cut into meat like steaks, beef, whatever else he got. Don’t know.

The issue is, I’ve had anxiety all day long because he doesn’t understand you have to organize and get freezers and stuff ready. Well he didn’t, he’s just coming home with a ton of beef. It’s almost dark out, he doesn’t have anything ready. Now he’s going to be on his way soon and I have to deal with his lip. I’m so sick of it like legit I am. I moved all my stuff out of the way, and said good luck. I’m not waiting until the last possible second to do something. He also did this on halloweeen. He wanted a mask he didn’t have organized or even looked for. Told me to look, so I did for a while but I’m not going to look 5:30 on Halloween tf.

How does a person expect to find what they’re looking for or anything for that matter. Idk. Do men just like to be mad? Like this could’ve been completely avoided if he had gotten it all ready yesterday got the freezer out and all that. Now what? Gotta do it in the dark? Like get real man. I’m sitting back relaxing watching them all scramble. I’m good.

Your right he can do it all himself. He doesn’t need me. He can understand that if he does what he needs to do in life himself he doesn’t need a partner. He can literally text someone and ask “DTF” and that’s it. It’s a done ass deal. It doesn’t need to be this hard, my gosh.