im in denial of my grandpa passing..

he passed away in feburary of this year... i cried when he passed obviously the day... but after that i havent cried.. im in Shock and indenial... like its a dream that hes gone... 💔its a werid feeling like so weird havent processed it yet i guess . we went to his funeral but i felt like very quiet indenail shocked... stunned.... like theres no words for nothing just silence💔😞... anyone felt what im going through? is it normal?

my mom is doing therapy because she cant let it out either like her feelings emotions are all wacked out.. 💔