anyone else can’t stand meat?

i was a big fan of chicken, especially wings, shrimp, salmon, etc.

seeing this raw and having to cook it is DISGUSTING to me and i hate this for me because i want to increase my protein intake but im not used to this sudden change in meals.

i love me a steak tho but that’s about it, i can’t have other red meat. i might eat SOME meat if it’s from a restaurant or fast food but cooking it from raw just makes me want to throw up so bad🤢🤢🤢

am i the only one ?? what causes this??