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This is definitely the most difficult thing I have been thru. The 3rd was my due date and I can't help but think about the fact that I should be bringing my bundle of joy home any day now but instead I'm laying here bawling my eyes out bc I'm not. People tell you to just forget about it and move on but things will never be the same. You can't just move on when you lost the most important thing to you. Its not easy.