I miss being pregnant.

After 2 kids (3 and 4) I told myself I am done. Now I don’t know why it’s getting to me again 😪 my husband had a vasectomy 2 years ago but I know I can’t bare to have a 3rd child right now because of my premature pregnancy with my son and he is autistic won’t be fair to him. My kids are close in age. I got pregnant with my son when my daughter was only 5 months old. I just miss the feeling that’s all. No I’m not being selfish I love my babies to death I’m just sad cause time flew so fast.