hey everyone

so, I just found out tonight that I'm pregnant after 8 years of infertility, not trying, and finally getting to the point where I was okay never having kids. this is such a shock. I think I'm 4 weeks today. my period was supposed to start today, but I had some weird discharge this morning so I held my pee for the rest of the day and then tested not expecting to be positive.

I'm nervous though because of my medical history. I'm having some cramping (not bad but noticeable) and spotting.

please put my mind at ease that it's normal. 😔 I have to wait until the morning to call the OBGYN and I have horrible health anxiety.