Hoping for some peace of mind..

I’ve got my first ultrasound next Tuesday the 9th & am really nervous about it. If I’m being honest I don’t really want to go, I’m scared to go & be told I’ve miscarried or something else.

I have so much faith in God in all he does for me but fear just creeps in, this is all we have wanted & knowing there’s a chance I’ll be told we’ve lost what we’ve waited years for idk how I will handle it.

Again I’m just putting thoughts in my own head but its hard not to.

I’ll be praying hard tonight to take my anxiety & fears about this but really wanted to get this off my chest.