Just here to vent…

My baby is 3 weeks and if i’m not holding him…

he is crying, but wait

not just holding him, he has to be on my chest

not turned around away from me

sitting next to me

lying next to me

ON my chest, or else he’s crying

When i change his diaper…

crying 😫

bathing him,

crying

He’s been over eating, so i changed his bottles to ones he can slow feed with and i pace feed him.

Cries.

Now he can only have 2/2.5oz every 2/3hrs guess what he’s doing?

crying

I have to let him cry it out to shower, clean, cook or get my daughter ready for school because i can’t do it with him in a carrier, it’s a mess.

I’m so overwhelmed, i’m doing it alone day and night so it’s mental getting to me. 😫😭

My birthday is tomorrow and i don’t even want to do anything because i’m depressed now lol I mean nobody remembers anyway, legit none of my friends have mentioned anything about it so neither have i. I’m too sensitive right now for negative reactions

I haven’t been eating really, i survive off tea, water & tears.

Okay… that’s it, thanks for reading.