I recently went to night shift ( i have never done nights ) IT IS BRUTUAL. I have 2 kids, 7 and 2. I get some up constantly but i have help. My family watch’s my kids at our home. My oldest is in school. Between the switching the sleep, im nauseous 24:7, i hardly eat which is not like me. I jus can’t wat during the day, i feel like im gonna puke. My periods have been almost a year consistent ( from breastfeeding they stopped for awhile ). I did not start my period, im late by a week and No, im not pregnant. I mentally and struggling even physically. on my days off i can’t sleep but i’m exhausted all day with a headache…. this is my dream job and i worked so hard to get through nursing school. I will not be able to go to days until a position comes open and by the time it comes to me it could be years.

i dont know what to do. My significant other is supportive and told me if i take a pay cut find another job on days he would support it. We have the help so babysitting won’t be an issue. I dont know what to do. im just miserable