EXHAUSTED , SAD , TIRED

My period came 9 days early , i have 6 months trying for my 2nd baby , im super exhausted of trying, of testing , of thinking I talk to God everyday , every time the test come back negative I cry like a baby . I see all this females getting pregnant and nothing happen with me , I think I will stop trying just to be good with my health this is getting out control , I’m super stressed, I spend a lot of money buying ovulation and pregnancy test for 6 MONTH, every time I see my 4 years old playing alone I think about when I’m going to be able to giver her a sibling , please girls write me something maybe I need it . 😭😭