Ok so let’s make a long story short. I’m dating someone who is amazing in so many ways but has flaws and also has done many hurtful things. March will be one year. I have two children and he’s absolutely amazing with them. But on and off he battles with alcohol. Where he’ll disappear and than sober up than he’ll fall again. I’ve been so patient. Also he stays away from my house when he has his episodes nowhere near me. When we met he’s been working off his apps door dash, grub hub etc. Great bc he was in school, but he graduated in August. I will find him work and interviews constantly will complain about the pay or he doesn’t want that type of work. He has his own apartment and I have a house which he basically never leaves. He is nice where he will clean if he knows I’m overwhelmed but I mean he basically lived here. I’m having a tummy tuck next week so I’ve been stressing getting my house in order and children to be comfy. Instead now he’s starting to say that I make him feel like I’m cheating: HES WITH ME 24/7. So I asked for space he hasn’t stayed with me in a week but we speak. He passed by my house thought he didn’t see my car. Openly admitting that I’m weird on my phone when I’ve actually handed it to him I am faithful! Now during the time he was drinking which hasn’t been more than a month and half. Condoms went missing. I found a lip gloss open condom box. Forgave it but now I’m cheating. I’m so turned off and honestly don’t want to be with him. Advice is