First full cycle after miscarriage is mentally brutal. We've been TTC for almost a year, had a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks at the end of November which was obviously devastating, but felt positive about trying again (bought into the whole 'more fertile after MC!) waited for my period to return then the following month started tracking cycle again. We BD all the right times but lo and behold AF showed up yesterday. It's hit me like a ton of bricks in my chest, was in denial initially trying to convince myself it was implantation bleeding but its definitely not. And now I'm very low. I dont feel like i have anyone to talk to who can understand, my family and partner keep saying 'well at least you know you can get pregnant, it will happen eventually' etc etc. Of course they are right but nothing is making me feel better right now. I already have 1 child and only the 1 miscarriage and I know other women go through so so much more than me. Yes I'm blessed with my beautiful daughter but I look at her I think how wonderful the world would be if I had another as amazing as she is and feel guilty for thinking that when people struggle so much for one. I didnt expect to feel this emotional at this stage, I thought I had processed some of my grief for my loss but I'm struggling today. How can I get myself out of this slump?