Irritated and doubtful

My bf and I haven’t been together very long but we’ve known each other for over a year and we love each other we have fun and I love being around him. But… I’ve been getting irritated because we have no money. I lost my job in December and I was working hard to find another since I have 2 small children. He offered to pay my rent l, car and bills so I would be behind. He then convinced me that he would take care of us and that I could be a stay at home mom it took me some time but I took the offer. Until he just kept giving me the runaround. It’s been almost 2 months and his mother paid my last 2 months of rent(supposedly). He does work on the side to make money supposedly up to $700 a game. 15 games later still no money. I keep getting calls from my apartment management saying my rent still hasn’t been paid and will have to start eviction process. He keeps acting likes he’s getting it taken care of but it’s not and I’m becoming irritated that he’s lying to me. It’s been one thing after another and all he says is “smile for me” what?!?! I’m so angry with myself I could have had a job and been caught up with my rent and bills. I’m so stupid.