Is this it?

When I think about love I think about family, marriage, and a home. I met somebody who told me that I didn’t really deserve to have these things. In the end he tried to ruin me. He went to people who could do things for him, and that meant learning more about me just so he could gain more people’s trust.

I have never used a person for my own title. I loved the people who were a part of my life. But since he came along he decided for me who got to stay and who got to leave. He enjoys characterising me by stalking me online and in life. What I mean is that he finds reasons to judge me easily. Once he does this he then goes to the people who he wants to trust him. He has ruined my life just for living as much as I could. I would rather live life completely, than sit there and let the days and months pass. But now he has forced me to do that?

I tried to learn more about him. Even when I was in doubt I decided that I had to understand him more.

I was confused and I wondered why this man would act this way? So rather than accepting me he came into my life just to terrorise me. And he told me that he wants the people that love me to lose that feeling they have of me. He enjoys going to people and throwing jokes around like my life is meaningless. He has no control over me. This is what I want him to finally see.

Our relationship is not consensual. And all I want is for him to finally leave.

Is this normal???

Kind comments please.