I am 30, and never had a boyfriend apart from a short 7 month fling with a man who told me he dated me as he was lonely.

Took me two years to move on and then I met this lovely man on a dating app. We instantly clicked, amazing convo, fun times, so comfortable together and can just be myself. I was so happy. But then he didn’t know if he sees his future back in Australia currently in the uk… so he ended things and now we are friends but it feels sad because I’m on dating apps, I go out, I’m social, I travel etc. I do everything but I NEVER meet a man I am attracted to

Like the last guy Isnthe first guy in years and I don’t know what to do. I’m scared my time is going to pass and I’ll never have kids.

In fact, I’m completely in love with the Australian man and I love having him in my life and I’ve never had a connection like that. I see him every couple days, we go to gigs, theatre, cook meals together. I can tell him everything

And I’m trying to date other men but I can’t find what I have with this man. I hate love.