No postpartum depression with second child?

Has anyone suffered from PPD/PPA with a first child but didn’t with subsequent children? I need some hope!!

I had my daughter in May of 2020 and suffered from severe postpartum depression and anxiety. I was literally traumatized from the anxiety for almost two years. I am now pregnant with my second child and I’m understandably scared about suffering from it again. I try to tell myself that the pandemic probably was a major contributor and this time around should be easier but I have no clue.