Painful Pap smear 😅

Today I had my first Pap smear and it was painful I’ve been putting this procedure off for years now I finally had one done at 24 it was so painful and uncomfortable that I cried I had tears down my face and I asked the doctor to please stop what she was doing I didn’t even feel when she swabbed my cervix because I was in pain because of the speculum being inserted I had to hold my aunts hand I apologized to her several times because I grabbed her hand very tightly I conquered my fear I’m still hurting but I’m glad it’s over I really did feel like I was being violated today now I’m just anxiously waiting for my results to come in.