One super fed up mum to be

Hey ladies im FTM and currently 40w + 3 and feeling so deflated, I actually sobbed my heart out earlier. I have been having false labour since 39w exactly which only comes at night and I’m so, so tired and exhausted. I didn’t even know this was a thing and I feel like my body’s failing me 😔

Went to the midwife 3 days ago and she said baby is sitting super, super low which will be the cause of my agony when waking but I wasn’t dilated at all and I need to think about induction.

I’ve been cramping, in total agony and pain for the last 10 days and he’s not moving. Also my phone goes off every single day ‘any signs, try this, do this, get moving’ just leave me alone!!!! Then they move onto my partner as if I’ve given birth and kept it a huge secret!

Sorry for the whining I am just SUPER fed up 😫