Sometimes i just want to sneak off and never come back. I would like to just have peace, relaxation,and quietness. I want to be on a beach somewhere enjoying the weather. I feel like I never a break, i don't want to feel anything, i dont want to think about anything. I just want to be free from stress, anger, and overwhelming thoughts. I often think I watched to much tv and movies as a kid. I seem to understand everything that I seen in those movies and tv aren't reality. Im so confused in life, maybe because I had plans to be further than i am now or in a different situation. I just might be searching for something that doesn't exist or just only for a time period.