Endometriosis

I was diagnosed at 14 with endo. Painful periods and just all that comes with it has been trying.   I had to have a chocolate csyst removed and my ovary was in cased so sadly it had to be be removed also in the procedure. The doctor said I'm one of the worse cases he's seen and has no clue how I managed this long 15 years with that pain. It was my norm. So now I being told my window for having a child is limited and it's feels like I'm being pressured. I don't want to have a child with out the proper means to care for them. I also don't have a partner who can cover the slack. I also don't know if I want a child. Life isn't this hard when your a kid.