Can I vent a little… I’m feeling very depressed. I’m struggling to have a second baby. Had 4 miscarriages in one year. Never told family only my husband knows, I figured they don’t really care or understand how the miscarriage makes me feel do no point to tell anyone. Everything is normal according to doctors, they say most likely age, I’m 41. Yet today is Mother’s Day and a family member announced their pregnancy. I find it hard to be happy for them when I’m struggling. I know that’s not nice but I can’t help the way I feel. And to put icing on the cake today I’m 10dpo and my pregnancy test was negative.

Just overall a really down day for me.

Thanks for listening.