Baby fever and feeling a tiny jealous

Getting baby fever and want to make the jump from 1-2

So right now I have a 15 month old who I am in love with and he is my world. Soo today there have just been ALOT of pregnancy announcements and for the past month or so, I’ve been really getting baby fever.

I think I am having a hard time that my baby is no longer a newborn or baby anymore. He is growing like a weed and already starting to talk.

My good friend just told us she was pregnant again and I felt a little sting. Don’t get me wrong I am so happy for her but I think I miss the newness of pregnancy. I just miss it and I guess I miss being pregnant. Like it will never be the first time for me ever again. When I was going through it, I didn’t realize how special it was as I had bad prenatal depression. After our son was born, I was so happy and just had a great experence.

I don’t know if I’m just emotional, jealous, or crazy for wanting another baby. BUT I’m also terrified of what this could do to my marriage having kids that close in age. Right now, we are thriving with our 15 month old. I don’t know if we would be thriving adding another in the mix.

Any advice?