Can I get some positive thoughts?

Lauren
I'm 39 weeks and 4 days. So far I'm not dilated but I Am thinning. I had some contractions last Wednesday but nothing Since then. I'm due on Sunday. I have a doctors appointment today and I honestly don't want to go because I'm so worried she is going to say nothing has changed. 
I'm supposed to start my maternity leave on Monday but if baby isn't here then I want to keep working because I can't afford to take extra days off since my whole leave will not be paid for. It's stressing me out. 
My feet, ankles and calves have been getting so swollen lately. It's really bad. I'm just ready for my baby boy to be here. 
Can I just get some positive thoughts hopefully to get this thing going. I'm really hoping he will be here this weekend.