Another high risk pregnancy for me

Found out at my appointment this pregnancy will also be high risk . They want me to take blood thinners again because of my history of blood clots . Which means I’ll now have to decide all over if I want to have a third induction or try going naturally . Sounds like I’ll have to go this route with any future pregnancies as well . I have time to think about it but I was hoping I could see how my body acts during labor and delivery without medicine to help . Both options are kinda nerve wracking to be honest.