Dreamt of my ex 8 years ago

To be honest I dream of him sometimes. My dreams are quite literally dreams - what I always wished he would be. Last night I dreamt that we are laying down on the grass and I tell him I love him and I always have, and he says he loves me too and will change for me. It was soooo surreal.

I’m happy married with two kids and one on the way. I hate having these dreams because sometimes it makes me believe I miss him when I truly don’t. I hardly ever even think of him. I hate having these dreams and can’t believe I still have them time to time.